Friendster.

Ive been using Friendster like so frequently. I dun understand why. I used to hate it a lot, now suddenly its like I have to go in to have a look at it each time Im online. I would read people's stuffs for no apparent reason. I would browse through other people's friends like theres no tommorow. Im like addicted to it. Any motive? Not at all. I guess this has has to be my sad and worst day of my whole poly life so far. Motive or no motive, whats the difference. ill bounce back from this soon. Like they say, time heals all wounds. But scars remain forever. How big is the scar is yet to be seen. We live in a cruel world. Why must someone's happiness be at the expense of other's suffering. And Listening to these sad love songs makes me more emo.

Ive just realise that Im vulgar recently. How did a pure innocent and adorable mind like mine be full of those fuck and asshole words. Just like friendster browsing, I dont know why the hell Im so vulgar. Im vulgar, but not expressing it so obviously. Especially to those who read my blog and find it offensive till they vomit blood. At the end of the day, it's my blog, and I dun care.

Oh man, now Im becoming cynical. Holy fuck! That would be the new me temporarily. I hope its just the hormonal imbalance.