Depressing

It's been a very fucked up two days. All at home doing nothing. I look exactly like a sloth with all the slow movements, except better looking. With neck like a wreck, I really cant do much. I mean, if your staying at home is productive, then i wouldnt mind a bit. But right now Im just lazing around being useless, breathing oxygen and giving out C02 to the environment. Which is bad. Cuz corpses are useless also, and they give out C02, so i might as well be dead. XD

The lack of activities can pull your morale down. All day long Im hanging around, playing dota and blog a bit about how shitty life can be and it's affecting me bad. Now I know how those old people feel when they all lonely and bored. Like losing a spouse or a friend and have no one to play with. Which in turn leads to depression. Which in turn leads to hospitalisation. Which in turns leads to chilvarous people like me to handle them with care and concern. Ya, I feel exactly like like that, except better looking than them.

With this too, Im beginning to lead a fucked up lifestyle. I am never been physically inactive for so long. Suddenly waking up at 11 is normal. And Ive been junking non stop. Bored = mouth itchy. So i scratch my mouth with twisties and Jack and Jill.

THESE NEED TO CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!! STARTING FROM NOWWW!!!

Ouh, dota starting.. ^^ I guess the change part has to wait.
Like what a dota character likes to say, "I hearr you mann"

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