1 year older.

As of today, Im officially 22. Yes yes, Im fucking old. Theres nothing to look forward to old-agedness besides shrinking in height, lowered metabolism rate, lowered immune system, receding hairline, forgetful and whatever shit that may be inflicted upon me.

Looking back through all these years, I realised that not much have been achieved. Yet. While people are looking forward to challenges in their adult life, Im here thinking how I wished Im younger all over again. Dun get me wrong. Im not those botox loving narcissistic 60 year old woman who dresses like a teenager, but I feel that most of my younger days arent spent wisely and to the fullest. There are so many things that I wished I could change last time, and thus which will affect my present life. So with this birthday thingy, it serves as a reminder as to how much things that can be done or changed in the old days and to do things that are beneficial and "worth it" now.

Ok, enough of the emo shitz wich half the paragraph that I dun understand about. Will have many celebrations during my birthday period, which I think is unccessary. Cuz Im old and stuff, and wearing a cone on your head with party popper on your hands enjoying the clown's antics arent actually enjoyable. Id rather have a Quiet day in my room sleeping and thinking how the fuck do I get this old!