Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Back..

Yeah, back to blogging shit. Long time no blog. So whats happening to me these few days? Nothing! HAHAHA..Great way to start blogging after so long. Anw, I feel sad for the uncle this morning who was struggling to walk into the lift. He was shaking, his legs trembling. His hands were trying to reach for something to hold on to. I think his eyes were failing. It was a sad sight. He was fucking old. I think he has no caregiver. I know him. He is my neighbour. Looking so pitiful, and what did I do? I just looked at him and walked off, cuz I was preoccupied with going to lecture late, since I was 15 mins off the mark. And so I walked off quickly while my head turned to look at his pathetic sight and me not helping him. When in the bus I felt so guilty I wanted to be a monk and eat grass for the rest of my life at that moment of time. Thats how fucking guilty I was. I hope he is fine relaxing in the sauna while being massaged by his three maids.It only serve to make me feel worse. =_= Anw, I hope he's really really ok.