Fever

Oh shit, there's still 3 more days of work, and I hope I could make it through. Im really desperate to get well, and had this stupid mentality that the more medication you take, the faster you recover. So I took 4 panadol at once. Hahaha! Take that, you stupid liver! I know I wont be laughing if I carry on doing this. Oh well, I was pissed feeling this way, and the hospital setting didnt help improve things.

I now officially have this bias against sisters. I realise most sisters,especially the old ones,can make a mount everest out of a molehill. It happened to me a lot of times, and can they talk and talk, finding every fault in me which I think is unfair. Unfashionable, old fashioned fuddy duddy old hags always behave like this. They think they are always right, and whatever you say will be countered with an absurd explanation, like you can't talk to your friend because your balls are too gigantic, for example. I was so pissed off with the sister just now, anyhow accusing me of walking around and wasting thier precious oxygen in the cubicle. I was sick, and her chattering like a monkey irked me bad. I mean, if I am at fault, go ahead and stone me to death, but all I did just now was explaining some nursing shit to my friend. I was helping a friend in need! But nvm, this makes me a stronger and better person, so one day I could reserve my inner chi and let it all out to her and blast her off to smithereens. What the fuck am i talking about. I dont want to bear grudges and let bygones be bygones.

But my bias stays!