What lies ahead

Just now I was chilling out with my army friends. They ORD today, and were they very happy. No more army slavery. They are free.They said.

As I was eating my fillet o fish meal for two days in a row, I brought up the question about life after NS. It became a serious issue. I could feel the tension. Ya it sucks for them who need to have more responsibilities in life after NS. Some need to take after parents, need to take over as the family main man after the father retires,one needs to feed his wife and child. The burden seems more after you leave your camo uniform and face the reality of life. Not many are rich as to furthur their studies overseas after ORD. With just a diploma, they face the uncertainty of the job market. It sucks man. Its as if youve just come out from an eggshell where you had stayed in for so long and then the egg cracked and rays of light came raditating through and you have no choice but to come out of it and face all the predators lurking. Hmm, sounds like child prostitution. Haha. Anyway, what they talked about really woke me up. Im already so old. I cant possibly lead a life like last time. All consequences made by wrong actions will be amplified a lot. Those fuckers can say what they want, that Im pessimistic or whatever. I rather listen to the advice my army frens since we lead similar lifestyle. Lifes not exactly bed of roses for most of us. So to the ORD people, I noe you fuckers dun read blogs and you call them gay. So Ill be gay and wanna wish you all the best in the future, life after NS.

And Ive eaten too much MacDonald's. Very bad. Time for KFC. :D