I can officially call myself a jinx lah. All those who are around me will somehow get hurt. Even the child in kkh wasnt spared. And just now what happened was terribly uberly bad that I could cry right on the spot. If not for my manly and courageous personality, I would have sob like a pussy girl who jus lost her momma at the circus. I jus have to stop this shit and think like a human person. Maybe only then people wont get hurt so much. But dammit, I cant get rid of the guilt lah. I have to be more reserved, soft and demure. In short, gay.
