I usually go to wards for attachment. This is my first time goin there as a visitor. Suddenly things change. I look at things differently. I became more observant and critical and paranoid. Every single thing done by a nurse was scrutinised by me. And everything they did didnt seem right. I was jus beig concerned for the patient. I forgot the pressure of nurses to handle patients well. I started to complain to the nurses about this and that. About their complacency and competence. Little did i remember im going to be a nurse as well, and how i would feel if being treated that way. Haiz..but i jus cant help it when worry overtakes my human feelings. I understand now why some patient's relatives are jus assholes, just like me when i was the visitor. I will change, and I hope people will see me like how i see nurses in the future. That they are trying their best to care for patients and the pressure for them to do well. I should noe better, cuz im gonna be one too.
