Saturday, May 23, 2009

Fear

People at work has been breaking down my confidence slowly. Totally not the kind of environment i picture myself in. my previous ward during attachment was hell, but i was surrounded by beautiful people who brought you up to your feet when you fall, and these people know i am sincere in my job. After that things just got worse. Getting scolded too many times, teamed up with "happy" people,grouchy people and many more. Things look so bleak. Hope i can conquer this thing called fear, cuz its just an unnecessary emotion that most of the time is something hinders youfrom doing things that you actually could. well, its just a start, the real working life hasnt even showed its ugly rear, hence i should still be optimistic about things.