And 5 more days to go before my next off. Its already late and I cant sleep. Alot of things come running through my mind, especially about work and the way I do things. After so long in the ward, I still could not multi task doing a lot of things at one time. Im a "project" person who will focus doing one thing at a time. Until that project is done will I then move to another "project". To me it is something that work well. I could complete everything, even if im slow. But I would always come early for work and skip breaks just to complete them. I dun mind at all, following my own pace. But to most of my colleagues,they take me as being slow and retarded, like a boy who just got into and accident and half of the brain went missing and starts to stare blankly while drooling uncontrollably. I noe its the fasting month and you have to be clean and patient and stuffs, so to those people let me put it lightly without caps lock on, phuck yu beeches. :) I even added a smiley. Just let me receive report and manage those patients without your harsh criticism. Just let me ask you all the stupid questions in the world as long as patient's safety isnt compromised. Thats what you all once said to all the newbies. Stop the contradictions. And the questions i asked have always been yes or no. Its not that difficult to answer right? so just give me all the space and keep those criticisms to yourself and things will be easy. I feel like ranting but I have to stop cuz sahur is coming soon. Next week I shall talk about how people think you're dumb from how the way you look naturally.
