Annual leave.

What a waste of annual leave. Most of the time I was sleeping. Once you start, you just cant stop it seems. Ive never known as someone who sleeps a lot, but this few days I was defying my own principles of not doing anything worthwhile. Sleeping is never worthwhile, at least to me. It leaves u in a rut. You get deeper and deeper into the shithole. Like right now. I was practically rolling on the mattress the whole day and it took a gallant effort to press the on button of my laptop. well at least for once after how many days im using my brain to string some sentences to blog them down. Therefore say no to sleeping.

And I have to say the last round of night shift was the longest I had encountered. Shift started at 9 pm. Finished at 8 am. I went home and slept at 10am. I woke up at 5pm. The whole sleep I was dreaming about turning patients. Haiz. Dammit, cant i have more exciting dreams like falling off the hill or falling off the plane or getting into a room full of desperate pron stars or something. NO! The best I could afford was turning intubated patients! Though just a dream, it was still one hell of a job, considering the amount of brain activity I had to do just dreaming about going to the hospital in the dream. I just cant shake off the hospital thoughts.

Anw after that I went to my friend's party, which was something big to her cuz shes finally twenty one. OOhh so swee can watch RA can call yourself adult can drink in the pub and get laid by angmo strangers and yaddayadda..to me its just an age. It is nothing other than the fact that you have to bear more burden on earth and you cant afford to make huge mistakes cuz ure already an adult and you also have to start thinking providing the family and not have fun anymore in the clubs which in turn gets you laid by angmo chicks and bulls. This is my thinking. It sounds loserish, I dun mind being one then. More of the loser me and my mindset in future posts. thank you for the support.