I dunno if i am fit to be doing what Im doing now. Im not sure if im the sort who can work among all those politics that happen in the workplace. I wish sometimes I am self emlployed, earning money through things that I enjoy. Setting my own rules, mingling around with like-minded people, using my creativity, or rather, nonsense, as something positive. I cant use any of those in my workplace, its hard to look forward to work everyday, knowing that you get criticised for what you do. Either that or they laugh. Either at me or with me. Something that Im puzzled over the years.
