Some things have been decided. First off, im not going to get a transfer. There may be many assholes inside, but for all you noe, there'd be 100 times more outside. For now, just stick to my own style and thoughts and beliefs and have the hope that things will go as planned.Secondly, Im not going to an expensive university, no matter how prestigious that place is. Money is tight and if I wanna save up some cash while getting a degree then i have to get a cheap degree, and useful of course. Its as simple as that. That would be some time later, therell be time to think about that i guess. Lastly, I just wanna focus on the good things in lifeand not dwell on the huge huge mistakes I make in life. And to end my last point, I wish I could see the student nurse who has the sweetest smile in the world during PRCP in the ward. Yup just to see her smile again and again and not because my paedophilic demon is let out loose hahah..