Its been a tumultuous week. A lot of things went through my mind. Things like why people like me dun get 9k from the government just because i ORDed earlier, or what could have happened if the Philipine bus hostage was properly handled, probably no oned would have died. But I crapped. Cuz ive got other more important life breaking decision to make and think about. There are full of what ifs right now in my mind. Mind maps are created perpetually thinking about pros and cons of a certain things. That is why sometimes people think with their hearts, which i personally think is a good way to decide if urent extreme or some sort. All these while thinking with my brain decisions were made wrongly and sometimes cause fatal consequences. I noe at the end of my life Ill create that kind of consequence. Hence think with your brain. This post is rather abstract cuz it doesnt make sense seeing from a naked eye. And I need a sadistic dominatrix in my life haiz