Tuesday, July 25, 2006

No descipline

I think Im getting worse each day in terms of descipline. Ive been skipping lectures after lectures the past few days without feeling any guilt. Where was the descipline that I had at the beginning of school? Where was the drive to beat someone in AAP and then not brag about it? Where was the interest that I had for PAS like last time? All these are definitely missing, and I guess I need to do some self reflection about it. Maybe I shouldnt crap around a lot more. So for my own good, I will be serious. Fine, I cant be serious, but I can at least make this blog more serious. Im sure a lot of people would appreciate that.

I wont be stressed by this. It is just another small setback. From Lazaru's model of stress, Im on the low side of stress. I need Operant conditioning to make myself study. OOo..I can still remember the stuffs taught by the botakhead aka Dr Sim aka Mr Glens just now. DAMN Im gud..K, whatever..

But at least just now we did CNP during the free period. Cuz we didnt want to disturb leona and all when they were doing their stuffs too.So the time wasnt wasted. In the end everyone was happy. Especially happy was my boyfriend, who couldnt contain his joy that he did a certain cute pokemon pose...


The one who loves the peace sign reincarnate?