Dilemma..

As usual, it was a happening day. :S I drank shit,ate shit and sleep shit. Yup, it was suppose to be the health assistant's job but I became a smartass just now and volunteered to help. Well, at least the patients acknowledge the things I did.

But some became too much. This patient even gave me 50 bucks. I resisted his attempt, but he brought his family along, and together they forced me into submitting to their wishes. I was scared. I felt violated..And as they apprached me with thier sly eyes..

Hmm..that sounded weird..

Okay, so he offered me as a way of saying thanks. I didnt want the money but then he even got the support from his family. He said fifty bucks is nothing. Ya, hes a godamn rich man, maybe Pavalam ould be interested..but still its unprofessional to accept this kinda things. A thank you would suffice. But no, he decided to gimme the money, which I eventually took as I was left with no choice. Im scared that if I reject i would hurt his feelings.

So now im right here at home thinking how I am suppose to give back to the kind uncle that treats money like monopoly notes.

We'll see how tomorrow..