Welcome back

Finally Im back to blogging. I cant just let this useless blog rot forever right. Have to write something. Things havent been good lately. Feels like fuck. Yeah, Ive been abusing the phrase. Cuz I really feel like fuck. Really really feels like fuck. Oh well.

My mental state has become worse after all the shit I went through. And when school opened, my heartburns get worse and worse each day. Maybe die to the schooling hours which is not suited for me. I still want my primary school timetable. Everyday feels like vomiting. Only god noes how I could eat like a greedy ass in school. Im not gonna start the descriptive aspect of my heartburn, cuz it will go on and on and on and on...zzz

To evaluate the whole week of school just after my hols, I think Ive lost focus in what Im aiming for in school. Fuck, need to change everything again. Those thoughts, mindsets, environments. Maybe my health didnt help much. What can you do when you feel bloated walking around in school. Dun feel gud right. And that stupid gp kept giving me some stupid pills that works temporarily. WHat I need is a complete removal of the stomach. Haiz, I can just go on and on and on..aimlesly

Lastly, (thank god) the fucking chess person keep sending emails after emails that we dun forget about the competition on Sat and Sun. Do they have any purpose in life other than creating spam for us to delete later in our inbox. I guess they dun, seeing how enthu they are in that. Damn, I really need to quit the club soon.

God, end this fucked up ramblings

K bye..