Sometimes in life, we musnt be too soft hearted when it comes to decisions. Thinking about other people before yourself is a good thing, but sometimes it makes the situation worse if you less vicious in deciding some shit. In the end you piss yourself hard and eventually everyone around you suffer even more compared when you are more selfish when deciding. I guess it's just me, as I can see most people are vicious in deciding things. So I better buck up on my this fucked up character. Not looking forward to the days where a lot of people will be so pissed and hurt by me. All I can say is sorry that i wasnt that decisive beforehand.
