Happy children's day!

To all my xiaomeimeis and xiaodidis in school, happy children's day! May you all not grow up and be irritating all your lives!!

And to the lady in the bus just now, FUCK YOU BITCH! YOU DUN OWN THE BUS! WE CAN LAUGH ALL WE WANT AND WENYA CAN SWING HER HEAD ALL SHE WANTS. IDIOT!

Lately I have been in the wrath of people's anger and sarcasm everywhere. Even the nice AN scolded me just now for not being inside the cubicle, when in actual fact I was helping someone else with the other patients. Whats worse, she could not get what I was trying to say. Its damn annoying when you explain so much, and then they still dun get it. Feels like stuffing a huge sausage in her mouth. Make it two. My guess is that they are clouded by the fact that they are higher ranking than us and therefore they must be right and so any words we said will fall on deaf ears. They can call me stupid, fat, fugly or whatever, just as long they dun call me lazy cuz Im not. But so far from the way they convey the message to me is like Im super lazy. That is so not true. And some other people I noe who are like that do not get branded that way. Ugh, the art of wayang-ing. I can wayang lah, but I myself will be disgusted by it. As more attachments come, the more I realise my attitudes and actions are not suitable for the working world. Its a slow and long process and it sucks trying to be what you are not just to suit the world.

Shit lah, going to attachment now seems a more painful process, always seeing the people who piss me off. How can I get rid of all these bad feelings off my chest.