New year resolutions

Year after year, resolutions haven been met. So this year no need any. Hah..maybe just one, which is not to dissapoint people anymore. As much nerdy looking and innocent and dumb as I am, Im capable of disspointing people and screw up their lives. And that screws me up sometimes. So I hope the decisions I make this year wont be stupid and rash. But looking at history, I think ill repeat the same things again. Year after year, I tried to change myself, but its hard..Yeah, people ask me to fuck off, that Im jus a loser who gets worked up easily, but i am really trying my best, and when things dun work out your way each time, you get discouraged. I hope I dun get to even a lower stage, which is giving up

Happy new year everyone.