These days life is hectic. Maybe its the critically ill season. Or maybe I was put in at the heavy side all along. But then again everyone was so sick, no matter where u are at, its still as stressful. One of my colleagues went home at 11Am, and she was doing night shift. The medical managements and top ups, the turnings, the intubations, the risk of patients going into VT/VF, the strict adherence to stupid protocols, its too scary. I have to admit there were so many errors I did that went unnoticed because the work sometimes is too overwhelming, and added from the high expectations from the preceptor, I get all muddled up. Well i think it's just a phase, of me being stressed or maybe those patients will get out of my CCU asap haha. Other than that I love the job. =0
