Wednesday, April 07, 2010

I think Ive got ED, which does not stand for erectile dysfunction (which i hope i dun get in future lol), but is actually eating disorder. Ive been binging. Not your usual macdonalds or chicken rice, but on eggs, oats and wheys. It gets to a point where healthy food become unhealthy. On average, Ive been eating 12 eggs, 3 huge cups of eggs and 6 scoops of whey a day. Even my friend's used whey could not me last 3 weeks. :x The thought of the nutrients driving myself to do a 120kg squats pushed me so bad that Ive been eating the same shits all this while. And to top it off, I still eat other things when Im out with friends. Caloric surplus could have been burned off from the daily squats i guess, cuz from my weird eating habit, I shd look like Mr Yokozuna or something by now. If i dun stop doing this I think getting that other form of ED in the future will be very real ahaha.