It is well known that the use of my left arm is severely impaired. I can do anything with it but bring it up. Hence pushing my arm upwards and downwards will cease. Which is bad, because I cant gym and worst of all, I cant do pull ups. Yeah, fucking pull ups. I can just go to the specialist and grant myself excuse for my upcoming IPPT but Im not that sort and I know through IPPT I can still earn at least one hundred dollars. Moreover this ego of mine will smile with pride if I could pass it easily at this age and size. I guess if the problem still persists Ill have to see a specialist afterall. This depressed me. And to make it worse, I scored very badly for my SCP assignment. But despite all these setbacks Im still alive today with good things and people around me. For that I guess I have to be thankful. Gonna try doing pull ups later.
