I got bored and decided to peep into my blog. Gosh, the amount of nonsense I penned down last time, I could not handle it any further and stopped reading after the latest post made by the the only lame me. I love to write, the love to spew rubbish to yourself is therapeutic, but these past years Ive lost the time to write. Probably due to increased work, or maybe getting more sickly as age increases. Or maybe its the technology that hs use up most of my time. I guess blogging has lost its appeal as compared to the days of my teenaged years. Hence the purpose of reviving this blog is so that I would have more embarrassments reading my entries when I get older. Imagine reading these entries about penises when I am 80 years old. Provided I live that long or blogspot doesnt go bust. This is what I did today. I finished up my fire safety presentation to be done before 9 may. I have no clue actually about my ward fire protocols but i just cant be bothered and i should just do something about it. This is something that I hate about myself. People pass me shit stuffs and infos, and the managers expect a lot of me to do a beautiful job. Any human being would just complain to the manager that he/she didnt do a prpoer job of handing over info, but I cant be bothered to tell the manager that. I cant give a fuck what they do or not do. Hence Id just do this presentations with many errors, and if they dont like it, only then Id tell them, but by then it would be too late. With telling comes guilt. I would cry to sleep feeling guilty that my colleague was pao toed. But thats life, if you dont do this, youre going to get screwed yourself. So these are the changes that Ive made to myself that has completely change who i am and what my principles are. So for example, if there are minor errors happening in the workplace, I wouldnt hesitate to scold the child and hand the manager the rod to spank his ass. Yup this is what i have become to be. Other than that, I did a lot of roster changes today to accomodate to the meetings i have in the next few weeks. I have just made a cicken soup so sick people in the world can feast on it. Take care blogspot, dont go bankrupt on me.
