No energy.

Im weak. Mentally. Just a few little stress, it sucked out all types of juices of me. Now feeling weak, I cant even appreciate the hols lately. Things played thorugh my mind, thinking how things in the future of me will turn out to be. Will I be a big ruthless bastard, or a patient painful victim of circumstances. Attachment which is coming soon will add to more problems. And Ill typically run away as far as possible from these shits. I guess its normal to have slippery situations in life. Its just the way you handle the situation that make or break you. Im sure the happy stressless people have gone through shit worse than me and they can still smile. I have yet to learn the ropes of living.

And the ropes of blogging some useful things.